dchotwolf101

I have been trying to better my self lately..  I hit the bag everyday or least try too.. Figures it would help with my heart and all. I just seems that a part of me is yet not satisfied. I mean i feel great and all, but yet there is still something that drags me down oh yeah depression. I know back when i was a kid I fought with it. People thought it was a joke. Well now that i am older and wiser it seems the thoughts and my attitude change alot. One day i am ok the next i am miserable. I look in the mirror and see the same kid ive know forever. I am fighting me and myself all the time its a continuous battle.  I am not asking for help or sym

You said you loved me, Where were you when i needed you most, You played me like the fool i was, Took me off my high horse and left me for dead, Didn't you see me fighting for you in the rain, When you left it was like lightning hit me and i couldn't move, My heart was split in two, I didnt know which way to to go, I cried for you, I yelled for you, I bled for you, Didn't you see me standing there being the man you needed me to be.  My tears fell like the cold rain drops hitting my skin on a winters night. Just like every storm the blows over the sun comes out, The warmth heals this heart and my horse finds its way home, The

I whistle for my horse so I can get back up and ride like i used too.. Let it carry me threw this life I live... Let it jump the hurdles I go threw everyday. Let it keep me from the pain I have deep within. Oh how i wish to run like a wild horse oh so free. These days keep coming and i feel so short with out my horse to ride on... Why did I have to get knocked off my horse why did it not come back after the storm.. Now I ride on my pain like a thousand chains just dragging me down...  I use my courage to slice the chains that are dragging behind me for I am stronger then i used to be...  With my horse i can be the man that i have to be... I j